realised how emotionally weak i am.
without wilfred's supporting my emotional side, i collapse in a blink of an eye.
muz learn to be independent!
must!
if not can't survive.
i'm devastated and unmotivated cos of some news i had frm him....
no mood to work....
lotsa stress cos relationship related stuff too...
task give at work oso very jia lat...
boring workin environment...

i miss wilfred so much...
i wan or rather, i yearn to see him right now...
but i know i can't.
i have disappointment in me...
and really wan to spend more time with him....
miss him like crazy
feel like bursting inside cos of the stress i have...
paranoia is my worse enemy
stress is another. i can never perform under stress.
sometimes... loving someone make u strong.... but loving someone makes u very weak too.
strong when u think he/she is supporting u and thro that u get motivated
weak when u miss him/her and is collapsing in depression and stress..

*sigh*

I MISS WILFRED DARNIT!